Motivation!?!?

Sometimes I have all the energy in the world! Sometimes I have none! Why is that? I am trying so hard to get myself out of the funk I have been in since Jason left. I want to get back on the band wagon with the dieting thing and I do somedays, but others I just don't care! I have come way to far to let it go now and with swimsuit season fast approaching I need to get with the program! Ok so that is going to happen today! Right after my nap!!!!!