Today is the day that I start this new journey on my own. The company has left, the extra hands are gone and it is left to me to manage and hold down the fort. One day at a time, one job at a time and one prayer right after another will get me through. "I can do this!" I heard from Jason last night and he is doing well. His leg did well on the flight and he has come off the blood thinners. Hopefully that turns out ok. Right now that is our biggest worry. He is working hard to continue to strengthen it and let's just hope he has enough time to do that before he needs it to be at 100%. Christa had "the talk" with me last night, giving me all the pointers I need to make a change and help me start down the weightloss journey. As for now, it is time to get motivated and get right back in bed! haha